Baby after you left for Indonesia today ...

I suddenly feel so lonely u know ???

Its really so sad ...

I really miss you so much ...

Went to Bedok hq for my usual thing.

Reach there around 10plus and its like 12:30 before the whole thing actually finishes

Omg , I have to work at 1pm at orchard and i was like argghh...

Then I received one of ur msg , which I read it wrongly , and it really spoilt my mood some how ...

In fact , I was like cannot believe my eyes and I almost went wtf ...

But you just keep smiling away ... ( You know what I mean )

After that I talk to baby over the phone ...

Reached home and I was like feeling so tired and worn out ( Feel like I have lost my pillar of Strength ) ...

I was so sad and tired , then came my mother who keep saying this and that ...

After which , it led to some quarrel between us ..

But It was like solve after some time ...

But It was enough to make me feeling sucky , In return < I decided to give Ken a call to say that I was feeling Unwell to work ...

One leads to another , which make me decide to go to ( my supplier place ) to get my christmas things done ..

I did that at the point of time because I do not want to do it during my off day...

Because I still have to get it done b4 christmas and will definitely eat into our dating time ...

Which I hated it so much ...

So I went over to discuss on things ...

and finally its over ... ( 4.15pm ? )

After that , called up melvin and we decided to go fishing ...

Fishing at a illegal ground which will led us to be fine by NEA ..

And I told baby that we will end up running if things were to go wrong ...

This sentence itself sent baby laughing non-stop as She was picturing how will it be like when we will be running for our life if the NEA were to appear before us =)

lol ...

Things were not really good for us as we didn't manage to get any fish ...

have ran away 3 fishes in fact ...

Could felt that the fish was being hooked over at the end of our bait line ...

But the fish was too big ( we assume ) that it took us much strength to get it up on land ..

Hell know that before we could actually do that ...

The bait line decide to give way to the freedom of the fish swimming back in the mist of the much polluted pond ...

After much waiting , we decided to call it a day ... ( about 9pm )

Oh hold on , before that I called up baby's dad to arrange a possible time to pick up the boxes of spray Can over at baby's room ...

We went into an agreement that we will do it before 12am that particular night ..

We went over to Melvin's place to get our dinner settled ...

We left at around 10.20pm for Pasir Ris ...

As we were walking towards the bus-stop , Melvin suddenly raised his voice ( to get my attention ) " Shawnn bus 12 is about to reach the bus stop that we are heading to )

Yes , of Course and we run as fast as possible over to the bus stop ...

Didn't believe it , but my leg decided to betray me at this particular point of time ...

I couldn't run any further ...

I was first in the race* throwing melvin quite far away behind me ...

Even a 3 years old kid would get it correct ..

He overtake me ....

In fact he was the one that haul the bus for the possibilities that we will be able to board the bus for Pasir Ris ...

Due to my pride ,

I say that , " Oh you see now whats the bad point about smoking " ...

Of course Melvin didn't say anything but nodded his head ... ( maybe just trying to agree with me haha )

Did a fast job , went up to baby's room and collected the 13 boxes of spray can ...

Lucky enough for us , that we were able to get a cab just right at our call ...

Loaded the GOODS* up the taxi and there we go ...

Melvin house ...

Although it was quite a packed day for me ...

At the end of the day , I felt empty , lonely and misses and misses of my pig pig :'(

At this very moment when I am typing , I am really thinking back of how it feel to hug you in my arm in sweet embrace ...

It will not longer be able to ...

For at lest 3 days ...

The clock is ticking and the second hands are sweeping slowly over a degree of 360 to reach a minute lesser to my pain ...

I really miss you so damn lots ...

No words could express that feeling ...

Really no words ...

Only tears are the witness of one's sadness and happiness ...

Which In my case were sadness ...

Baby I just pray and hope that you will return back safely ...

Not a hair less ...

Adeline and Me will be waiting ...

Really waiting for your return ...



Love ,

Lao gong & Adeline

Haha .. so long never come blog le

Now at my pig pig house ...

This fews days have being sleeping over at her place ...

Really feel so happy and lucky to have her as my wife =)

I really love her till every bits

Everything about us has so mani things we have in common...

Her temper , Her nagging non-stop just really remind me of my mother =x

Still thought finally can escape from my mum endless nagging

But now my this cutie wife also LOVE TO NAG ME...

Although it might make me fan ...

But I know deep down because she meant well...

This few day , I had also being busy doing my own things ...

But she didn't really complain but have being there to give me all the support i needed ..

Really happy to have her as my wife ...

I love you forever my sweetheart...

Never ever will I ever leave you

Getting Married soon ....


Love ,

Pig pig shawnny

Hello everybody ,

Haha ..

Today after my work baby came to pick me up after work ...

After that we went to her house there to eat fish porridge ...

Baby baby , how come both of us when very sweet can be so sweet ...

But When I am angry , you can make me even more angry ..

But however , we always settle the quarrel on the day itself and never drag it on ... =)

Baby , do you know that I really love you to bite me sia ...

Sound abit mentally retarded ...

But because eveytime when you bite me , you leave behind a blue-black ...

So when you not around with me , I saw the blue-black is like you leave behind a part of you onto me ... =)

Especially when I bath , I can see it also ... =p

Baby , remenber don't ever doubt my love k =)

Muack :-*

Love you always ... =)


From : Lao Gong ,
Shawnn

Hello everybody,

Firstly, thanks for taking the effort and trouble to make it a point to come for the birthday celebration Chalet..

I am really thankful that YOU all turn up...

However do spare me some apology that in anyways if you felt let out or things had not being up to your expectation, I here by apologize for the mishap and the unhappiness that you experience when you came for the chalet.

On the other hand, if you had enjoyed yourself, I am glad that you do.

As a host, I am looking forward to comment and suggestion that you can offer to me as a feedback and I will look into it to make sure that the next chalet will be a enjoyable one..

Hint Hint *

The next chalet is going to come very soon.... =)

After the chalet that Had finally ended today (18/08)...

I felt like a sense of relief and happiness in me...

Happy in that sense that the chalet had ended off well and good till some extent .. =)

At lest it's the first birthday charlet for my Lao po (Yan Chin)

So I dont denied that there was a invisible sort of pressure that I feel that is building up around me.

Planning up the chalet itself had being hard on me as I am working on the other hands...

I had to work late into the night to draft out what is needed for the charlet , book some of the foods online ... Making sure that nothing is left out in the process and many more ...

No doubt that it might seems tedious, but I keep on running forward keeping in mind that All this that I do, Is in exchange of putting a smile in my Lao po face ... Her happiness.. The memories of this chalet. Her First 1St birthday chalet..

All this thought just keep spurring me on and on.

All I wish to tell you now is that baby , I am willing to pull through all barrel that is building up in front of me and just to see you at the end of the road ...

I am not good at words ...

Not good at expressing out my feeling ..

All I know is that I type out what I feel , How I look at things ...

HOW MY HEART REALLY FEEL ...

Do you know that ...

Deep in your mind , you must be thinking that I will not dare to open a chalet of any sort relating to any celebration right ...

You are wrong ...

You don know what is your lao gong up to de ...

Really ...

In fact I already have a vivid ideal of how to celebrate your 18 Birthday ...

HaHa .. I am not telling you but chose to hold you up in suspense and waiting in anticipation.

All I can say is that nothing will ever keep me from giving you surprises here and then ..

Oh did I even mention to shower you with all the love >>?? =P

No doubt at time , situation call for hard decision and judgement , but I know that at the end of the day , I BELONG TO YOU ( TAN YAN CHIN)

Love ,

Shawnn ( SHAZEL)

Haha ...

Finally come and blog le ...

Baby do u know that I really find it very sweet that you had done for me so many things ...

Haix ...

I don't know why suddenly this few days , I keep missing you ...

When you are not by my side , the pieces of my hear are missing you :'(

All the words and voices of yours , are what I need to hear to get me through the days :'(

When you are not by my side , do you know that I actually count the hours that are remainding for me to see you again >>??

Do you know how I much I need you at the end of the day >>??

The days feel like years when you are not around for me :'(

I've never felt this way before ,

Everythings that I do , Remind me of you ..

And the purfume smell that you left behind on my shirt ,

They smell just like you ...

I love all the things that You do for me :')

We were made for each other

out there forever ...

I know we were ,

All I ever wanted you to know ,

Everything I do I give my heart and soul ,

I can hardly breath now I need you to be here with me NOW ~~!! :'(







No matter how worst the problem is ,

No matter how slim the chances are ,

I will just grab the chances to make you Happy

Yours Happinese ,

I swear I will be there to spolit you and love you till I am able to ...

Till the day I die .....

Shawnn
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