♥ I Love You, Girl.

Monday, August 31, 2009 ;10:39 AM

♥ I'll Always Be Your Guardian Angel

Hello everybody ,

Haha ..

Today after my work baby came to pick me up after work ...

After that we went to her house there to eat fish porridge ...

Baby baby , how come both of us when very sweet can be so sweet ...

But When I am angry , you can make me even more angry ..

But however , we always settle the quarrel on the day itself and never drag it on ... =)

Baby , do you know that I really love you to bite me sia ...

Sound abit mentally retarded ...

But because eveytime when you bite me , you leave behind a blue-black ...

So when you not around with me , I saw the blue-black is like you leave behind a part of you onto me ... =)

Especially when I bath , I can see it also ... =p

Baby , remenber don't ever doubt my love k =)

Muack :-*

Love you always ... =)

From : Lao Gong ,
Shawnn

;10:39 AM

♥ I'll Always Be Your Guardian Angel

Saturday, August 29, 2009 ;10:47 AM

♥ I'll Always Be Your Guardian Angel

Baby ,

I really don know what to type sia ...

Sit down here for so long and think through so long le ...

So I decided to just type out anythings that Come to my mind ...

I don't know really why I will fall in Love with you for the first time ...

I don think this is crush anymore ...

In the past , How many people / girl ( my ah ma , mother and etc )

Wanted me to change for the better ...

But they do know that , all this just will fall on deaf ear and will never happen ...

No doubt,

At first , I did not even think of giving up my "ss" things or what so ever ...

But when I am with you for long le ...

Slowly , you show me that ..

In life that can be better things to be done ...

Then to go slack around and go around finding trouble with people ...

I really need to say that YOU ARE THE ONE THAT HAS CHANGED ME ~~!!

BUT YOU WILL ALSO BE THE ONE THAT CAN TURN ME BACK INTO MY PAST - SOMETHING THAT WILL BE WORST THEN THE PAST ~~~!!!

You teach me how to relax and enjoyed my life ...

You know that I am a very serious and NO MISTAKE guy ...

I don't give chance ...

But OMG ~~!!

For you once again , I break my rulse and give you countless chances...

Oh GOD , Can you please tell me why she is able to have such CONTROL over me ...

I really don know , but its this special things that you have that let me listen to everything that you say ...

My mother , My grandmother , My daddy , everyone in my life , can't control me , but you can ~~!!

Ok , on top of that ...

You took away my FIRST KISS~~!!

I mean really FIRST KISS~~!!

In the past, kiss to me is just peck. Not with the tongue movement..

Because the thought of bacteria and germs and the food etc... EWWWWWWW~ GROSS~~

Till Hazel Tan Yan Chin came into my life and i got the urge to kiss her.

Willing to let her take away my first kiss~~!!

Yes i know.. Till the age of 19 on 14.03.09 then expericence LC~~!! HAHA~~!!

&&& MY FIRST LOVE ~~!!

I don't even know how to love someone or the feelings of being loved by somebody...

Until she came then i know that to love someone is so difficult but the feelings of being loved is so damn shoik~ especially by someone you really really love~~!!

No matter how hard is it to love her, i will still try my best to love her with no regrets~~!!

F*ck sia ... :'(

I hate to admit it , but have to say that

HAZEL TAN YAN CHIN ~~!! I AM DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU ~~!!

ALWAYS YOURS ~~!!

FOREVER ~~!!

All the love , kiss , hug in the past are really empty in itself when compare to the kiss , love , hug and everything that we have done together ...

Remenber this , You will always be loved by me no matter what ...

You know what I really mean k ...

You this naught , sexy , bitchy , playful and hot-temper MONKEY ~~!!

WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED BY ME ~~~!!!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ;10:21 AM

♥ I'll Always Be Your Guardian Angel

Hello everybody,

Firstly, thanks for taking the effort and trouble to make it a point to come for the birthday celebration Chalet..

I am really thankful that YOU all turn up...

However do spare me some apology that in anyways if you felt let out or things had not being up to your expectation, I here by apologize for the mishap and the unhappiness that you experience when you came for the chalet.

On the other hand, if you had enjoyed yourself, I am glad that you do.

As a host, I am looking forward to comment and suggestion that you can offer to me as a feedback and I will look into it to make sure that the next chalet will be a enjoyable one..

Hint Hint *

The next chalet is going to come very soon.... =)

After the chalet that Had finally ended today (18/08)...

I felt like a sense of relief and happiness in me...

Happy in that sense that the chalet had ended off well and good till some extent .. =)

At lest it's the first birthday charlet for my Lao po (Yan Chin)

So I dont denied that there was a invisible sort of pressure that I feel that is building up around me.

Planning up the chalet itself had being hard on me as I am working on the other hands...

I had to work late into the night to draft out what is needed for the charlet , book some of the foods online ... Making sure that nothing is left out in the process and many more ...

No doubt that it might seems tedious, but I keep on running forward keeping in mind that All this that I do, Is in exchange of putting a smile in my Lao po face ... Her happiness.. The memories of this chalet. Her First 1St birthday chalet..

All this thought just keep spurring me on and on.

All I wish to tell you now is that baby , I am willing to pull through all barrel that is building up in front of me and just to see you at the end of the road ...

I am not good at words ...

Not good at expressing out my feeling ..

All I know is that I type out what I feel , How I look at things ...

HOW MY HEART REALLY FEEL ...

Do you know that ...

Deep in your mind , you must be thinking that I will not dare to open a chalet of any sort relating to any celebration right ...

You are wrong ...

You don know what is your lao gong up to de ...

Really ...

In fact I already have a vivid ideal of how to celebrate your 18 Birthday ...

HaHa .. I am not telling you but chose to hold you up in suspense and waiting in anticipation.

All I can say is that nothing will ever keep me from giving you surprises here and then ..

Oh did I even mention to shower you with all the love >>?? =P

No doubt at time , situation call for hard decision and judgement , but I know that at the end of the day , I BELONG TO YOU ( TAN YAN CHIN)

Love ,

Shawnn ( SHAZEL)

Thursday, August 13, 2009 ;11:01 AM

♥ I'll Always Be Your Guardian Angel

Haha ...

Finally come and blog le ...

Baby do u know that I really find it very sweet that you had done for me so many things ...

Haix ...

I don't know why suddenly this few days , I keep missing you ...

When you are not by my side , the pieces of my hear are missing you :'(

All the words and voices of yours , are what I need to hear to get me through the days :'(

When you are not by my side , do you know that I actually count the hours that are remainding for me to see you again >>??

Do you know how I much I need you at the end of the day >>??

The days feel like years when you are not around for me :'(

I've never felt this way before ,

Everythings that I do , Remind me of you ..

And the purfume smell that you left behind on my shirt ,

They smell just like you ...

I love all the things that You do for me :')

We were made for each other

out there forever ...

I know we were ,

All I ever wanted you to know ,

Everything I do I give my heart and soul ,

I can hardly breath now I need you to be here with me NOW ~~!! :'(

No matter how worst the problem is ,

No matter how slim the chances are ,

I will just grab the chances to make you Happy

Yours Happinese ,

I swear I will be there to spolit you and love you till I am able to ...

Till the day I die .....