Baby ,
I really don know what to type sia ...
Sit down here for so long and think through so long le ...
So I decided to just type out anythings that Come to my mind ...
I don't know really why I will fall in Love with you for the first time ...
I don think this is crush anymore ...
In the past , How many people / girl ( my ah ma , mother and etc )
Wanted me to change for the better ...
But they do know that , all this just will fall on deaf ear and will never happen ...
No doubt,
At first , I did not even think of giving up my "ss" things or what so ever ...
But when I am with you for long le ...
Slowly , you show me that ..
In life that can be better things to be done ...
Then to go slack around and go around finding trouble with people ...
I really need to say that YOU ARE THE ONE THAT HAS CHANGED ME ~~!!
BUT YOU WILL ALSO BE THE ONE THAT CAN TURN ME BACK INTO MY PAST - SOMETHING THAT WILL BE WORST THEN THE PAST ~~~!!!
You teach me how to relax and enjoyed my life ...
You know that I am a very serious and NO MISTAKE guy ...
I don't give chance ...
But OMG ~~!!
For you once again , I break my rulse and give you countless chances...
Oh GOD , Can you please tell me why she is able to have such CONTROL over me ...
I really don know , but its this special things that you have that let me listen to everything that you say ...
My mother , My grandmother , My daddy , everyone in my life , can't control me , but you can ~~!!
Ok , on top of that ...
You took away my FIRST KISS~~!!
I mean really FIRST KISS~~!!
In the past, kiss to me is just peck. Not with the tongue movement..
Because the thought of bacteria and germs and the food etc... EWWWWWWW~ GROSS~~
Till Hazel Tan Yan Chin came into my life and i got the urge to kiss her.
Willing to let her take away my first kiss~~!!
Yes i know.. Till the age of 19 on 14.03.09 then expericence LC~~!! HAHA~~!!
&&& MY FIRST LOVE ~~!!
I don't even know how to love someone or the feelings of being loved by somebody...
Until she came then i know that to love someone is so difficult but the feelings of being loved is so damn shoik~ especially by someone you really really love~~!!
No matter how hard is it to love her, i will still try my best to love her with no regrets~~!!
F*ck sia ... :'(
I hate to admit it , but have to say that
HAZEL TAN YAN CHIN ~~!! I AM DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU ~~!!
ALWAYS YOURS ~~!!
FOREVER ~~!!
All the love , kiss , hug in the past are really empty in itself when compare to the kiss , love , hug and everything that we have done together ...
Remenber this , You will always be loved by me no matter what ...
You know what I really mean k ...
You this naught , sexy , bitchy , playful and hot-temper MONKEY ~~!!
WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED BY ME ~~~!!!
