Monday, December 14, 2009 ;11:54 AM
♥ I'll Always Be Your Guardian Angel
Baby after you left for Indonesia today ...
I suddenly feel so lonely u know ???
Its really so sad ...
I really miss you so much ...
Went to Bedok hq for my usual thing.
Reach there around 10plus and its like 12:30 before the whole thing actually finishes
Omg , I have to work at 1pm at orchard and i was like argghh...
Then I received one of ur msg , which I read it wrongly , and it really spoilt my mood some how ...
In fact , I was like cannot believe my eyes and I almost went wtf ...
But you just keep smiling away ... ( You know what I mean )
After that I talk to baby over the phone ...
Reached home and I was like feeling so tired and worn out ( Feel like I have lost my pillar of Strength ) ...
I was so sad and tired , then came my mother who keep saying this and that ...
After which , it led to some quarrel between us ..
But It was like solve after some time ...
But It was enough to make me feeling sucky , In return < I decided to give Ken a call to say that I was feeling Unwell to work ...
One leads to another , which make me decide to go to ( my supplier place ) to get my christmas things done ..
I did that at the point of time because I do not want to do it during my off day...
Because I still have to get it done b4 christmas and will definitely eat into our dating time ...
Which I hated it so much ...
So I went over to discuss on things ...
and finally its over ... ( 4.15pm ? )
After that , called up melvin and we decided to go fishing ...
Fishing at a illegal ground which will led us to be fine by NEA ..
And I told baby that we will end up running if things were to go wrong ...
This sentence itself sent baby laughing non-stop as She was picturing how will it be like when we will be running for our life if the NEA were to appear before us =)
lol ...
Things were not really good for us as we didn't manage to get any fish ...
have ran away 3 fishes in fact ...
Could felt that the fish was being hooked over at the end of our bait line ...
But the fish was too big ( we assume ) that it took us much strength to get it up on land ..
Hell know that before we could actually do that ...
The bait line decide to give way to the freedom of the fish swimming back in the mist of the much polluted pond ...
After much waiting , we decided to call it a day ... ( about 9pm )
Oh hold on , before that I called up baby's dad to arrange a possible time to pick up the boxes of spray Can over at baby's room ...
We went into an agreement that we will do it before 12am that particular night ..
We went over to Melvin's place to get our dinner settled ...
We left at around 10.20pm for Pasir Ris ...
As we were walking towards the bus-stop , Melvin suddenly raised his voice ( to get my attention ) " Shawnn bus 12 is about to reach the bus stop that we are heading to )
Yes , of Course and we run as fast as possible over to the bus stop ...
Didn't believe it , but my leg decided to betray me at this particular point of time ...
I couldn't run any further ...
I was first in the race* throwing melvin quite far away behind me ...
Even a 3 years old kid would get it correct ..
He overtake me ....
In fact he was the one that haul the bus for the possibilities that we will be able to board the bus for Pasir Ris ...
Due to my pride ,
I say that , " Oh you see now whats the bad point about smoking " ...
Of course Melvin didn't say anything but nodded his head ... ( maybe just trying to agree with me haha )
Did a fast job , went up to baby's room and collected the 13 boxes of spray can ...
Lucky enough for us , that we were able to get a cab just right at our call ...
Loaded the GOODS* up the taxi and there we go ...
Melvin house ...
Although it was quite a packed day for me ...
At the end of the day , I felt empty , lonely and misses and misses of my pig pig :'(
At this very moment when I am typing , I am really thinking back of how it feel to hug you in my arm in sweet embrace ...
It will not longer be able to ...
For at lest 3 days ...
The clock is ticking and the second hands are sweeping slowly over a degree of 360 to reach a minute lesser to my pain ...
I really miss you so damn lots ...
No words could express that feeling ...
Really no words ...
Only tears are the witness of one's sadness and happiness ...
Which In my case were sadness ...
Baby I just pray and hope that you will return back safely ...
Not a hair less ...
Adeline and Me will be waiting ...
Really waiting for your return ...
Love ,
Lao gong & Adeline
